Bad dreams suck!!
Had one of those dreams last night that when you wake up from you have tears in your eyes. It was bitter and sweet. Wrapped in the arms of the man I love on a nice summer day talking about all the amazing qualities the man he left me over has. It was a point by point list of me. :( more over I guess it did not workout between him and this guy and even though I was there in his arms he could not stop talking about the other guy and just looking me in the eyes saying how much he loves him and will wait for him because he was just that much better then me. :,( I really miss Paul. I hope it was just a bad dream with no truth and that he is still happy and in love with this guy.
I’d give my world just to have another day long Skype conversation with that beautiful dork!
